Bye 2011...Wello 2012!!!!!

wow! time sure does flies eh? tick-a-tock..now it's 2012! gasp!

a load of things; sweet, bitter, sad, happy, sour, etcetc...had taken place n color 2011. some are memorable..while some...i which i could erase 'em from the history. but while i hate n wish i could do things differently...what's done has been done. let the past go, n use the negativity as a guidance to reach positivity. (whoaahhhhh....nicely done it ms. watie ahmad!!! now, if only YOU (me, myself n i) could remember it next time!)

professionally 2011 - endure a period of 'pokainess' when i quit my previous job, n was jobless for a couple of months. it was hard, since both of us decided to leave at the same time. we kinda finished what was left in our account - i would say we have a bit too much fun. came august, the situation was really pressing, but Sayang manage to brought us both past the current with his off-record jobs. i tried a few places, but no such luck at that time. luckily, i found a job in the nick of time, thanks to angah. thru his contact, i secure an interview, n, bullseye! now im working/serving at this 5-stars residential condo somewhere in the big city, which is quite demanding due to the work schedule. but...i kinda love it. sure..it took a whole lot of commitent to wake up at 6am on weekends...but...over time i kinda pass it...hehe. so far..the job has been good. lets see what 2012 n the dragon would bring me. more wealth perhaps? hahaha...

personally 2011 - it's still a trial year (just like the past 23 years....) i have yet to achive a point where i;d go AHAH! THIS IS IT!! i still have my usual issues with the usual people...but heck..thats life is about aight?? been on a few trips (far n near)...enjoying some lovely time with love one(s)...feeling a bit grown up some time...had a goal on some aspects of life...

romantically 2011 - still going strong with my one n only...sometimes i just want to strangle him, sometime i just want to cuddle up with him, n some other time i wished he'd give me some space to move n breathe on my own. but, love is love, i i put that above anything else. for as long as he do not physically hurt me, i still can mend the emotional ones...most of it anyways. so, mr.Dragon, pls shine more love, understanding, tolerance, trust, health n wealth on us. :)

family 2011 - owh come on....the usuals laaaahh...except this year being noticably upsetting sometime during june when dear daddy was hospitalised. that was THE saddest, shocking, frightening thing for me in 2011. 

my hope(s) for 2012...may it be the better year. part of me is ready for a settlement (ahem! married life), just that the $$$ is not there yet.  

so, i wish for a better health n wealth, prosperity n longevity, so i can plan n have my own fairytale wedding (read: simple, close-knit-only, no huhaah). i hope that my professional life would prosper, gimme more money...me n my family to grow closer that ever...close that old chapter n start a new one...n i do wish YOU to have the same prosperous 2012!